refuse

[rockoncheese101]

Your right out of reach

But how rude of me to think think you'd be there for me

Although at one point

I leaned on you

Have I fractured your shoulder?

Or have you given up

On us

 

Hearing the hundreds of meaningful hellos

To the thousands of empty goodbyes

All you say...

Sounds like a lie

To me.

 

I want to hate you

Why cant I make myself hate you

You are nothing I want

So why do I love all that is you

Whats harder

Saying that you mean not a thing to me

Or spilling the truth of how I really need you

 

What is this

&& what am I without you

Because...you were my first everything

You seem contagious

Contagious as the flu

Let me fall and cut myself as I hit the ground

I refuse to be caught by you