Just Let Me Die

[I Love Bubblegum]

There she sits so helpless

Just waiting for that special day

The day she set aside

When she'll take her life away

 

Up until that day

She'll screw her life up more

Taking all the drugs

And cutting like before

 

Stories of her messed up life

Are written on her skin

Keeping count of all the times

The knife just tends to win

 

Scarlet scars upon her wrists

Tell of all the times

She tried to go but something

Stopped her suicidal crimes

 

Her blood shot eyes tell of all

The countless times she's cried

She has no more tears to cry

So her end she will decide

 

As that day comes around

When her 'precious' life she'll take

She'll bring up all the pain inside

And one more cut she'll make

 

Never will she stop to think

Of all the people she will miss

You can call it 'ignorance'

But ignorance is bliss

 

As she starts to think about

The story of her life

She wants to end if faster

Just to end all her strife

 

She curls up in the corner

And she begins to cry

All the while voices whisper

Just freaking go and die

 

Mascara tears leak from her eyes

And stain her pale, white face

Trailing down her satin cheeks

Depression's line they trace

 

She sinks her nails down in her arm

As she begins to shake

Substituting physical pain

For the pain from her heart ache

 

As she slowly falls apart

She starts to crave her blade

She takes it out and wastes no time

To add to the cuts she's made

 

She drags the blade along her skin

As she watches the blood pour out

She feels control run through her body

And the voices cease to shout

 

She puts away her razor blade

With no sign of regret

She knows that she will do it again

For the pain she can't forget

 

As she starts to breathe again

And her shaking finally stops

Her weak and fragile body goes

To her bed and drops

 

Her eyes begin to slowly close

As she thinks about that day

Where all her struggles end as soon

As she takes her life away