Like..o my gosh. I woke up this morning..and im not depressed! WHATS GOING ON? After something happened (kayla, u know what im talking about, it has to do w/ the laughing fit ) I can tell alllllready that all of my days are ganna be better. Im so happy. Its like everything that i was soooooooooooo depressed about. . . means nothing. I mean, i feel a little shallow, but i felt that way b4 too! I I mean..this whole post may seem pointless to some people. But this blog is for me. And I havent felt this good in a long time. I mean...i almost want to break down and cry. Like..i needed that huge push. I needed to get back to reality, that ACTUALLY benifited on my side.
The only down side is how i know theres GANNA be a down side. And there has BEEN down sides that i've thought about already. But I have to remember, how I dont need everything I've had back thennnnnn, to make me happy now. So..