BeautifulDisaster

I washed my tears away As I applied my eyeliner on my wet eyes I look at myself in the tinted mirror My heart is full of lies. Theres a spear right through my heart And an arrow right through my head I wish I wouldnt have made a mistake I want to take time back instead. Today is dark and eery Tomorrow will remain the same They're wont be light in my life ever again.. If you dont just call my name. So please just tell me Everything will be ok All I want to do is stop crying Please give me a break today. I'm not lonely I'm loved, but I am just a girl screaming inside I want to come out of myself Instead of just running to hide.

Why me? What is so wrong? Was it something I said? What have I done? "You slut, You whore." Oh wow, can it not end? I hate high school Making fun is such a trend. I am not whole A peice of my heart is gone I feel so week So not strong. I'm now ok I'm only just one To all you raging bitches Your time will come.

I hate how you love me I hate how you care I hate how you smile I love you anyway. I hate that you love me I hate that you kiss me I hate that you hold me I love you anyway. I hate when you touch me I hate when you carress me I hate when you tease me I love you anyway. I'm lying most likely I love the things you do And the thing that I love the most.. Is how I'm in love with you.

I miss you I hate you I will take you I love you. I want you I need you I will take you I love you. I want to hit you I want to cry for you I want to take you I love you. I need to save you I need to lay with you I need to say I love you I hate you.

I am me That's all I can be In this stupid world Imperfectly. Today is the day I hope you hear my plea That I am crying inside Imperfectly. I hope you notice I hope you see That my heart is bleeding Imperfectly. I hope you tend to notice You hold the key To my hopeful heart Imperfectly. I am me That's all I can be In this world Perfectly.

Honestly, do you care? Honestly, do you cry? Honestly, would you tell me.. If you will ever say goodbye. Honestly, do you remember? Honestly, do you try to see? Thats all I wanted was one last kiss.. I hope you can hear my plea. Honestly, why did you do this? Honestly, why did you leave? I know why you left this world.. It was all because of me. Honestly, do you see me? Honestly, do you pray? Honestly, do you think I'm hopeless.. Well I am just for today. Honestly, do you care? Honestly, do you cry? Honestly, would you tell me.. If you would have only just said goodbye.

i LOVE the ending..wow that is good!

Ok, well I am getting like 3 zits on my back, I do not like this what-so-ever! How would u get rid of this? The same way as you would your face? GOD... I told my mom, and she thinks its just stress. Because I am in the musical, and I get frustrated alot..so idk?!

ohhh! well once AGAIN..I can never like understand shiz over the internet

Hahhaa yeah i do that too!

You sterotype us. Thats what you do. Not all girls screw guys over, and I wish all the guys out there could see that

Riiight..haha now I getcha:P And yeah they dont, its hard to tell over the f'Ing internet..sorry, Mephisto!

Um exuse me? When did I call you a child?..spaz Ohh..i getcha..yeah I didnt mean it like that..jesus get over it And did I say "Mephisto your a child." No..not quite, sweets.

Great p o e m!

Q.Why is brassiere singular and panties plural? A.Um that would be a bra, and panty. Q.If a cow laughed, would milk come out her nose? A.No not nessacarily Q.If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress? A.Sure. Q.Why is quicksand so slow? A. Wow.. Q.Why does the door bell ring just after you've stepped out of the sHower? A. Im sorry..i have never experienced that. Q.Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? A. Umm yeah!?